Well my summer is over no more pool time. I am going to miss that. I even went swimming anyways in my pool in the ice cold water because I said I was swimming one more time and I did. It was fine I made it through and then I pulled the plug to drain my 20 foot pool I am sad! Well other than that so much college work to do all at the same time there has not been nothing new. I am still working on my essay paper and just want it all to be over and the stress to be gone. I like to write I do but not essay writing at all. I also have  a lot of other reading and writing to do in my other college class. Sometimes I wonder why we have to learn so much at one time why can't we slow down some geee! It's just too much at once I think and I also think it's known but it just doesn't end because everything in this world has to be like the Mc world and fast fast fast like fast food so crazy so ...so wrong! but what can I do no body is going to listen to me right? Everyone learns at different pace and I am having all I can do just to keep up and I hate being stressed about it though! Ok enough crying it's not going to  change anything! I guess back to work so I can see the day light some!